Sage words of advice #1
Aug. 12th, 2008 | 01:47 pm
location: work
mood:
angry
music: voices and typing
You know he's just not that into you if he's embarrassed about you.
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Well, this explains a lot...
Mar. 24th, 2008 | 03:10 pm
location: work
mood:
tired
music: humming PCs
So 2 years ago I had this surgery, an ileocolonic resection, which saw that a very important part of my small intestine was removed. That part was the ileum, which is the section of the intestine that absorbs B12 into the body.![]()
So, basically, I don't have this part anymore. 4 very important inches... gone.
My GP asked me to go get my B12 levels checked last week and now wants to see me again - likely because my levels are low and I'm enjoying the wonderfully positive effects of a B12 deficiency (so much sarcasm in there I can't stand it!) I'm tired a lot, lack energy, can't focus on much - which really sucks at work - and have been crying a lot lately even though I know I shouldn't be (I miss Ben, but not to the point of crying anytime I think about him, I ain't no sissy girl. :P ) I was starting to wonder what the hell was wrong with me - the over crying being the big tip off. So now I know. No ileum = no B12 .... B12 = health and sanity!
Good to know my GI doctor was right on top of this before I started showing symptoms (more sarcasm, can't you just feel it!?) Prolonged effects, after 3-5 years of no B12, are irreversible and can cause all sorts of nasty things - brain and nervous system dysfunction, anemia, spinal cord degeneration, mania, suicidal depression...
Hopefully I'll start feeling better and more energetic once I start getting poked with needles on a monthly basis. Until then, if you notice me showing any of the above symptoms, don't be alarmed! I am getting help! :)
In case anyone is interested in malabsorption and malassimilation of vitamins and minerals I've found a great site with tons of info (mostly gastro-intestinal but still covers all bases) - First Principles of Gastroenterology - Chapter 7.9 - Maldigestion and Malabsorption: The Malassimilation Syndromes.
I'm wondering if I also need to boost my riboflavin...
God I love the human body, just not mine!
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Recent Travels
Nov. 11th, 2007 | 04:56 pm
location: Renaissance Hollywood Hotel
In the past month I've been down south a couple times. I'm actually in Hollywood, California as I write this.
I was in Cuba last month, on a short vacation in Havana.
I'm not sure which I prefer - the clear, gorgeous, sunny skies of Havana with it's invisible, horrible smells of deisel exhaust and urine (well, the belching smoke from the old cars is visible but it soon disappears in the gorgeously clear caribbean air) - or the smoggy, gray, polluted skies of Los Angeles which don't seem to smell bad at all. I'm torn.
It is overcast today, so maybe my opinion will change once the skies open up and I see the sun - which I'm certainly hoping for.
I can seriously understand now why so many people say that Vancouver is such a gorgeous city. If LA is any sort of measure for big American cities then Vancouver is definitely Heaven in comparison. Leaps and bounds!
I wandered down the street a bit, I'm staying on Hollywood Blvd, right at the Kodak Theatre and Grauman's Chinese Theatre. I walked over David Bowie's star and many many others. I wandered over the hand and foot prints in front of Grauman's. Frank Sinatra's look so old and worn. the mass number of people dressed up like famous actors/characters is crazy. I walked past SpongeBob SquarePants, a really good Captain Jack Sparrow, a really bad Cruela DeVille, A Storm Trooper and Darth Vader as well as various other costumed actors making money from tourists for pictures. Jimmy Kimmel Live is filmed in the building accross the street. The Nightmare Before Christmas in 3D is playing accross the street too. i might go see it!
Well, off I go for dinner. Maybe I'll write more later.
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Stolen from others
Oct. 11th, 2007 | 07:03 pm
location: Home
mood:
apathetic
music: Some Tetris audio track
1987
The Aenied
The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay
American Gods
Anansi Boys
Angela's ashes :a memoir
Angels and Demons
Anna Karenina
Atlas Shrugged
Beloved
The Blind Assassin
Brave New World
Brothers Karamazov
The Canterbury Tales
Catch-22
The Catcher in the Rye
A Clockwork Orange
Cloud Atlas
Collapse: How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed
A Confederacy of Dunces
The Confusion
The Count of Monte Cristo
The Corrections
Crime and Punishment
The curious incident of the dog in the nighttime
David Copperfield
Don Quixote (does the documentary about the making of Terry Gilliam's Don Quixote count?)
Dracula
Dubliners
Dune
Eats, Shoots & Leaves: The Zero Tolerance Approach to Punctuation
Emma
Foucault's Pendulum
The Fountainhead
Frankenstein
Freakonomics: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything
The God of Small Things
The Grapes of Wrath
Gravity's Rainbow
Great Expecations
Gulliver's Travels
Guns, Germs, and Steel: The Fates of Human Societies
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
The Historian
The Hobbit
The Hunchback of Notre Dame
The Illiad
In Cold Blood: A True Account of a Multiple Murder and Its Consequences
Inferno
Jane Eyre
Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell
The Kite Runner
Les Miserables
Life of Pi
Lolita
Love in the Time of Cholera
Madame Bovary
Mansfield Park
Memoirs of a Geisha
Middlemarch
Middlesex
The Mists of Avalon
Moby Dick
Mrs. Dalloway
The Name of the Rose
Neverwhere
Northanger Abbey
The Odyssey
Oliver Twist
On the Road
The Once and Future King
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
One Hundred Years of Solitude
Oryx and Crake
A People's History of the United States: 1492-Present
Persuasion
The Picture of Dorian Gray
The Poisonwood Bible
A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man
Pride and Prejudice
The Prince
Quicksilver
Reading Lolita in Tehran: A Memoir in Books
The Satanic Verses
Sense and Sensibility
A Short History of Nearly Everything
The Scarlett Letter
The Silmarilion
Slaughterhouse-Five
The Sound and the Fury
A Tale of Two cities
Tess of the D'ubervilles
The Three Muskateers
The Time Traveler's Wife
To the Lighthouse
Treasure Island
Ulysses
The Unbearable Lightness of Being
Vanity Fair
War and Peace
Watership Down
White Teeth
Wicked: the life and times of the wicked witch of the West
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry into Values
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Stuffed
Dec. 26th, 2006 | 07:47 pm
location: Home
Today on the other hand has turned into mouth breather hell. My nose is so clogged up I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight. Head cold suckage. At least it started after I got back from my torturous trek up Robson Street today. I managed 2 stores in 3 hours! Boxing Day is amazing.
Now I'm going to have a hot bath and melt my stuffiness away. Maybe I'll have some rum as well, that might help. :)
I hope everyone had a good couple of days. I've been relentlessly thanking Ben for all of the Fiesta Ware he got me - I love new dishes, and Fiesta Ware dishes are fan-fucking-tastic! I'm the happiest, and now sickliest, girl around!
Happy last week of 2006!
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post au jus
Nov. 12th, 2006 | 09:00 pm
location: home
mood: meaty?
I'm still keeping far away from the evils of pork though - those 3 slices of pepperoni a couple of weeks ago were not... enough? Whatever, pork is yuck.
So, welcome me back to the beef bus! Woohoo!!!!
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Oct. 19th, 2006 | 07:19 pm
location: home
mood:
content
music: Aqua Teen Hunger Force!
I am eating pepperoni for the first time in what must be 4 years.
It tastes good.
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Ithaca and Cornell Photos
Oct. 13th, 2006 | 10:23 pm
location: Home
mood: artistic
music: Harvey Birdman Theme
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no crazy art
Oct. 13th, 2006 | 11:32 am
location: In Vancouver, not Berlin!
mood:
crushed
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The look of things to come...
Oct. 3rd, 2006 | 09:37 am
location: work
mood:
cold
music: BBC news feeds
Anyone have any clue why, in the last 2-3 weeks, there have been 4 mass school shootings in North America? The world is going straight to hell.
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I am so Smart - SMRT
Sep. 27th, 2006 | 12:27 pm
location: EAC in Burnaby
mood:
cheerful
I would have no problems owning one of these suckers (I just wish Canada was in line to get the 4 passenger Smart ForFour - but we're not). Electric car, amazingly resilient in crash situations, roomy, environmentally sound, easy to drive, small... and we got free smarties at the dealership to boot!
Smart ForTwo:

Smart ForFour:

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banners
Sep. 21st, 2006 | 10:07 am
mood:
disappointed
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Sep. 13th, 2006 | 09:13 pm
location: Home
mood:
nostalgic
That book store is amazing! It is so big that there are fold out maps located all over the place so that you can find your way around, and eventually out, as it's very easy to get lost in the numerous stacks. They even have a special collections room! Anyway, after a latte and an amazingly good rugelah from the stores Gold Room cafe (the various rooms and floors are colour coded) we all parted ways to explore the building. Ben went off to the Geek room and I went up to the Pearl Room which houses all of the Arts, Culture, Film, etc books as well as that special collections room. After being followed around by some perverts in the art books section I came accross a section of books that seemed to be lumped together because they didn't really fit anywhere alse - extreme culture, arts and sex books. This is where I found this book which I bought for Ben (who almost lost his mind when he saw it - he loves Dita)... actually I bought it for myself - who am I kidding!

The book is actually two books in one - one side has the Fetish cover and the other side has Burlesque. All it is are gorgeous photos and tips and history about each subject. I love it!
We also stopped at a gorgeous little antique and vintage clothing store that could have easily been Daevina's closet. All I could think was how much she would love the place. Avalon is the store's name but sadly they don't really have a full website to share with you, just an online store. It also reminded me of Chuck Palahniuk's guide to Portland - Fugitives and Refugees - which talks about Portland's theatrical history and it's current vintage theatre culture. Rich velvets, ornate jewelry, hand made lace, gloves, zoot suits... It was such a great store.
Portland was so different from what I had expected, having only ever seen the city from the I-5. I can't wait to get back there to explore some more... and revisit Powell's with more money!
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DOA
Sep. 13th, 2006 | 02:05 pm
location: work
mood:
embarrassed
Anyone out there like the Dead or Alive game series? Well now there's a movie!
I want to cry.
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Keeping Up
Sep. 10th, 2006 | 02:20 pm
location: home for a change!
I'm trying to go through all of the LJ posts I've missed since leaving for BM but I just can't. I got back 200 posts adn it was still only sept 4th! I hope I didn't miss anything too important.
Well, BM was alright - I think I was far too jaded this year and didn't find the event as wonderful as I have in years past. The awe factor just wasn't as there this year. I am very happy that
partianskeey had a good time and that our campmates enjoyed him - that's all that really mattered to me, and I certainly had a good time with him too. It was a good 2 weeks away from home.
I had a pretty eventful time there - altitude sickness for 2 days, a migraine, a very painful encounter with a cyclist and his fork necklace, as well as a disasterous tent destroying wind/dust storm. The people were fantastic, the weather was the best I've seen, and the trip there and back was calm and pleasant. Thank you
sispille for the time in Portland, it was fabu!
I love the piggies!
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Sep. 8th, 2006 | 10:08 am

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I love Pilot Guides
Aug. 17th, 2006 | 07:01 pm
location: home
mood:
cheerful
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Dust, Oh God, not the Dust!!!
Aug. 15th, 2006 | 11:08 am
location: work
mood:
bouncy
I did find one long range forecast that shows the week of BM as being pretty rainy, not that rain is any better, but at least is keeps the dust down!
2001 was a great year at BM. It was the year I saw a seasoned extreme camper cut up his tent with a jack knife because the abundance of dust clogged his tent zippers and he flailed. He left by friday. My camp mate and I had planned to stay until monday but decided to leave as soon as the man had burned on Saturday so that we didn't have to spend one more night sleeping under a thick layer of dust. We did have a pretty open tent though (too much mesh, not enough solid fabric) so that made the dust sleeps that much more intense. Wiping playa out of your eyes in the morning is not fun. I don't even think I've developed any of my film from that year, not sure if I want to remember it that much.
Playa should stay on the ground, not in the air!

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Door Girlie!
Aug. 10th, 2006 | 02:57 pm
location: work
mood:
chipper
music: Arabic yelling!
What's on tonight at Blender - Chris's bachelor-esque party, Amanda's going away party, Adam's back for a vist to steal Amanda away from us party, Ben's last Blender until we get back from Burning Man party (I made this one up), and who knows what else party!
And all of this means no DJs in the coat check!!!! Unless you come to give me booze or relieve for a bathroom break!


